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June 13th, 2008 at 12:52am] |
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Hello to all of my new colleagues and students! I would love to get to know you all better, please feel free to IM me on my AIM name whosyourvanhorn.
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[Tuesday
June 10th, 2008 at 3:38pm] |
I... I... I'm still mad. I still haven't forgiven him. I tried to convince myself that I was alright. I mean, I'm going to recover from this, of course I will, it's just... shit. You know? I miss him, I miss him so much. And I keep thinking to myself, is that the only reason why I came here? Because I'm a spurned woman? I don't think that's the only reason I'm here, I can't deny that it's part of it, but it certainly isn't the only reason.
He wants a change that doesn't include me? Well, I need a change too. I want to get away from my rich parents, my poor husband, I want to stop going to peace rallies to be supportive, I want to be able to be fully honest with myself about who I am and what I want and need.
Oh sure, I sound like another spoiled pretentious jerk who's throwing a tantrum because something didn't work out her way. I'm aware of how I sound, and I'm aware that I'm judged by my economic status... I would like to live without my money because Ike showed me that I didn't need any money to be fulfilled. And now I'm going to have to learn to be fulfilled without Ike.
I can do it.
...hopefully.
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